Today I probably tried to pack too much into too little time. In a limited amount of time before school I:
-wired money home (something I
always dread!)
-inquired about a gas bill (I paid yesterday, but the new bill arrived today)
-ate the usual Twister set at KFC
Then I had my classes. I've got one little boy who doesn't speak and doesn't write in one of my classes. He only cries. This was the second day of term today, and on both days I was quite compassionate to him. Today I took him aside and asked him what was the matter (I asked him if he was ok yesterday, too). But he only shook his head when I asked him if he was angry (etc.). He's at a level where this vocabulary is used, and he did seem to understand my questions. I took him to the office, and asked them to ask him what was wrong. The office ladies can be quite good with the children.
That being said, they got me all flustered today! It was interview day for the adult students, and so we had to interview them. I interviewed one student last time, four months ago, and wanted to sit in on an interview to refresh my memory. I only asked for one. The director wasn't too pleased, but he acquiesced. So, after that interview, then I went and began interviewing in the teacher's room, of all places (there were no other places available). There was another interview happening in the same room). Then the office staff began to pester me. They were in a terrible hurry! However, their pestering me during the counting of the ridiculously high 200 point tests, and during the filling out of the forms, threw me off balance, and made me very nervous. I made two mistakes in the paperwork (both of which I caught after). For instance, I forgot to fill out the "level" for one student, but this was because an office staff member was literally trying to take the form away from me! Geez! They interrupted me twice in one interview. And when I asked the other teachers how they did, one did the same number as me, and one did two more. Since I sat in on one interview with the director, I wouldn't say I was terribly slow once I started. I felt (and still feel), like I don't have the confidence of the office staff. Some people need something to blame, and once they see weakness, they assume it's always there. (I should probably say that some or most of this may be my imagination.)
Then, at 6:50, the office told me "no more interviews"! My day was done--one hour and fifteen minutes ahead of schedule! I couldn't understand at all. I was then afraid they were giving up on me, and I don't like being given up on. Anyway, then when I asked what I should do, one of them told me to wait in the teacher's lounge. If it weren't for Vanessa, one of my very nice co-workers, I might have waited much longer. She told me we were free to go, and she checked with the director.
So I felt very defensive and down in the evening today. Fortunately, Vanessa calmed me down a bit with a nice chat. Actually, my mood was reminiscent of my mood during similar times at McD's back at PoCo. However, upon reflection, these days are few and far between here, whereas they were a very regular occurrence back in Canada.
Finally, I should cut the office staff some slack. Although the three main ones really flustered me, they were under a lot of stress, too. There were hords of parents and children around the office all day today and yesterday, sorting out beginning-of-term problems, and it was quite difficult to get the class folders as the crowd of kids and grown-ups was so thick.